At A Sort Of Crossroads

So, I am in the middle of a situation that I am not sure how to deal with. As much as I don't want to let a certain person back into my life, I am feeling myself being pulled (granted somewhat willingly) back into the middle of the relationship/ friendship that was a part of my life so very long. I know that my time here is so limited and I guess that maybe I think that maybe this is ok while I'm still here. Maybe I need him while I'm in this town... once I move away, things will naturally be different. I won't be able to fall into the easiness of it all, unless one of us travels to do so.

It's hard to say no to him, to the moments that we've spent together. Hard not to fall into the comfortable. With him it was always so easy, so simple and so defined. It's so easy to answer his call, to let him back into my now simplified life. It's a decision that I was hoping that I wouldn't have to make, but now that it very well may be upon me, I need to decide what I am going to do... xoxoxo