So Complicated.

So lately I've been talking to the guy that "slapped me with the olive branch" hehe. He has been down here on weekends and we've talked a little bit, which has been nice. Afterall, even when you get pissed off at someone, it's hard to completely exclude someone from your life, especially when it's someone that you have always shared just about everything in your life with.

It is a settling feeling to be talking to him again, and last week I even saw him for a few minutes. I can't explain how nice of a feeling it was to hug him again. Just to feel his arms around me felt right, and I honestly missed it.

I can't lie and say that I have forgotten what happened this summer (the finding out of certain things) but I AM able to put them aside in order to remain friends with him. I realized that I would rather have a complicated friendship with him than no friendship at all.

Well, there is a chance that I will be seeing him this weekend, and I am glad that while a lot has changed, when it all comes down to it, we are still friends. xoxoxo